It’s the first of the month, and a new month means new potential, so stay positive and get planning!
Today is a brand new day – what are you going to do with it?
Daily Prompt: Restart
You think it is not possible, because your mind has crowded out the possibilities.
How familiar have you grown to the familiar, the known?
Deeply etched tracks threaten to derail you.
Your engines are failing as the station ahead signals ‘Burnout’ and ‘Breakdown’.
As you hurtle past, a helpless commuter of your own life, weary, older than your frown, you catch the glimpse of an enthusiastic wave from the little hand of one transfixed, mesmerised, inspired, standing at the station platform.
Sunlight flashes in your eyes, a spark, a memory, of the familiar, the seen before
The scene before.
Who was that curious soul, young, knowing, familiar, unknown.
Was it, Is it YOU?
A sudden halt,
The threatening shudder
Yet, in the blink of an eye,
The train rewinds,
The child at the station, inspired,
Redirects the tracks,
Points you in the direction of new thoughts,
The train slips onto new tracks,
You are the driver and not the passenger
Of your life.
A sharp inhale, anticipation of the adventure,
You put your hand to the control,
Look up into the bright cloudless sky,
Put your Trust and Hope in that which is Greater,
Far Greater than those old, lost forgotten thoughts,
You envisage your destination,
And begin life!
It’s January 7th 2018, and I don’t know for how long it is reasonable to talk about the ‘New Year’. One thing I do know however, is that it is always a good time to reflect upon our lives, and to consider whether there are ways we can do things differently, and to look for new opportunities and new beginnings.
I don’t know about you, but I tend to find that as I get older the years seem to hurtle by (at least they did until more recently) in a way in which they didn’t when I was very young. Summers seemed to last forever, and every experience had a certain weight to it. I can remember squinting against the sun, and collecting molten droplets on my eye lashes. I remember sitting on the floor in the gym hall in primary school where we also had to wait in line for lunch, and where we had school assemblies, and noticing the way in which shafts of sunlight streaming through the high up windows caught falling dust particles that wouldn’t otherwise be seen. Sometimes experiences and boredom seemed to drag on, such as on rainy days when my parents were sleeping and I wanted to play, or sitting a test or waiting for that friend to come out to play. And yet, even in these times, I can remember being able to find simple, imaginative solutions to the problem of boredom by becoming wholly engrossed in my own playful reveries. Sometimes on days spent outside, and especially with friends, the possibilities of adventure seemed endless. And on rainy days inside playing by myself, I distinctly and vividly remember the worlds and adventures that I created all by myself and became engrossed in. Perhaps you can relate to these feelings from your own earlier experiences. Don’t get me wrong, my childhood wasn’t always a happy time, and sometimes not by a long shot, but still there were times when I was present, absorbed in the moment of play or adventure, and oblivious to the passing of time.
Perhaps you think, that’s all well and good, but as adults we can’t spend our time staring off into the distance when there are so many responsibilities and so much to do, and with every passing moment, and accumulating task, so little time. To which I’d like to remind you of those two little words that mean so much to so many of us, with a weight and force to stop us in our tracks: “Burn Out”.
Ironically enough, I have returned to my blog and am commencing this paragraph after stepping away to check on the food in my oven, when my leg brushed against the front of the open oven door causing me to gasp at the burning sensation! If ever there was an appropriate and timely lesson in mindfulness and avoiding burn out, that was it! Don’t worry, I’m ok 🙂 …..
Taking this to be a natural pause in ‘Life as it happens to be’, I’ll leave you momently to consider your own thoughts as I concentrate on monotasking and enjoying my dinner, so that I can focus all of my thoughts on part two of this post, to be continued later…. x